thankful for....

ok so i'm going to be brutelly honest, I am in the pits. I am lonely... not because I don't have people around, but because the Mr. is 3,000 miles away and misses me tons... thus I have to be strong, and supportive and happy and loving. Its harder than you'd think.

Soooo Friday Five is hard right now... mentally I know its the end of the month, every new line counts for another multiplier basically, I just had two days off... but I feel like calling in sick... making cards that need to be positive and happy (along with a sympathy card I need to make, a congrats and a thank you... all way past due), which seems not fun either... but I know I can't... that its kinda shooting myself in the foot... and won't make me feel better, in fact may make me feel worse.

Tomorrows Saturday... I hope its busy, like busy how its been the rest of this month... hopefully with new lines, that aren't Iphone5's, I know it'll make me money when they hit next month, or in November... but right now I need a few more for September...

Anyhow, that makes sense to, oh, one of you....

now on with the thankful fors'... which lets be honest, even if I am not in the best mood I should find something to be thankful for, maybe it will even help.

1. Thankful for Ruby... honestly, the best company at home I can ask for.

2. Unlimited minutes, because although the husband doesn't talk a ton, I can talk with him, my mom, his mom, and the sisters/friends, and anyone else my heart desires without giving a care in the world

3. The humbling sense of honesty, integrity and lack of greed.... there are too many people I work with that lack these qualities, and are so self focused and it's sad... help your co-workers get a freakin' paycheck, instead of hoping to get paid more than you are already racking in... it won't kill you.

4. A clean bath tube drain.. why did I not pull the thing apart and clean in when it first started to slow down draining I don't know. But now I feel so clean and accomplished... dork I know...

5. Pinterest... although I am lonely and starting to need to figure out other things to distract me... you do a great job of fueling projects and food (If I could only eat as fast as the meals I would like to make...)

 whew... that was tough, honestly... there are so many things (small things, things I can not do anything about) that I am upset about or annoyed about... but that doesn't help me... this in some small way may... ehhh...

have  a wonderful weekend