So I know what I signed up for... that we would be married and then apart for 9 months... that is turning into a year... and we are sooo close to that year, but I am getting restless, as I do on my days off... for it to be here, the day we are back in the same house, that I have him to wake up next to, to be excited about getting up and going outside and seeing the sun, going for a run, cooking breakfast lunch or dinner... harassing the dog, planning a honeymoon, but most of all - just being together...
2 months minus a day, we should already be in Florida, Kristopher will be reporting for duty to the new location, and hopefully I will have a few days to unpack before reporting to my new store for Verizon. Ruby will be enjoying a new home, hopefully with a backyard to play in.
So much to happen before then, but we are close, I suppose... its all relative, but I'm going to go with the fact that we have just over 15% of the time apart to go... (fitting we will be together for our anniversary.... I imagine somewhere in the mid-west, with an uhaul) -so romantic right?!?!
I'll take it though...
its hard being married and alone, but not, just in distance, short term distance is one thing... and I can not wait for this training to be over... I am so proud, so supportive, but so ready for it to be done.
People for the most part haven't asked how I do it, and I am greatful for that... because really, for now, it makes it worse. That they don't know how I do it, or that they couldn't.. i am sure they could, but its not easy, and a day at a time, making plans and staying busy and focused are the only ways to get through it.. and some days... its just a bad day... I haven't had many, but they are coming more often now than before, and more than I'd like.. but I am aware of what they are, so that makes it a bit easier to manage...
still I can't wait for them to be done
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