Living in the Now

So.... maybe its just not ment to be... The shoes came in the size 8 yesterday... and they fit, but they are slightly on the large size... which when you are talking 5 inch heels is slightly important... *sigh*. I went back and jammed my feet into the 7's to see if they would fit better, just tight.. well I don't really think that is realistic eaither. Soooo I will go back and forthe about the two pairs until I go to slo... really this confirms that I am in fact a 7.5, not really a 7 and not really an 8. gur...

In other news, the conference went fabulously... we had over 1,000 people attend throughout the day, the rain held off, and 500+ came back and attended the key note speaker in the evening, and we raised $1000 in the silent auction (which was thrown together at the last minute) that money will be split between Food for People and 4-H (even more excitting is that neither organization know about it, so its a surprise gift!).

I was also asked if I would like to join the Board of Directors for the non-profit! Which is excitting in itself, a huge complement, but I then wonder if I am settling down here... I know if I was given a job offer in the Bay area that I thought was interesting and what I wanted to be doing, I would go, it isn't like I am settling with being here, but getting integrated sure doesn't help the pick up and move part. But then again, I have come to realize I need to live in the now, not in the future, and not in the past, otherwise I am missing out on life and not enjoying the excitement and beauty in my life and the place I live now.